it's like finally taking a break.
so long since i've last updated.
it was like yesterday that i blogged almost everyday.
an addiction to keep my life up to date, to make sure i record down all the knick-knacks in my terribly monotonous life.
i feel like i am missing some things in my life.
i am gaining more and more each day but i still feel a void. a void of the unknown.
it's confirmed. i am going to india this year-end.
in fact, i've been looking forward for a break. a break from school, from hall.
hopefully this break will be a satisfying one. can't wait.
i wish i could be better. stronger. more disciplined.
and i wish God can be there. there for me.
i am losing You.
'we were made to be lovers bold in broken places,
pouring ourselves out again and again until we're called home.'
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
i've changed a new blog. time to put a full stop to the previous one.
it's still the same. just that the previous one is getting too crowded, too loaded.
but a fresh start. a new post. a new 19th year old ((:
and miss 19, you will continue to be kind to me right?
this 19th yr old ain't that different from the past 10 years (i can't rem my bdays for the first few years)
it's the same cos i get older literally but perhaps not emotionally.
haha! I AM STILL YOUNG! :D
but honestly speaking, this 19th yr old has been quite heartwarming.
those friends that i thought would nv bother abt my bday anymore actually care.
(cos we spent too many bdays together! too many till it's mundane. but deep down we know we will always care)
lyd and carrie popped by my house.
eunice and regina popped by my hall.
haha. what wonderful surprise! i think i am taking a lot of my friends for granted.
thanks girls :D
i think my parents miss me. my siblings too.
haha! they seems so much nicer to me though they still nag and be anal abt stuff.
absence does make the heart grows fonder (and worrier).
but i'm liking this new found independence (maybe not so cos the people in hall are who i depend on) and i like the renewal of family ties every weekends.
it's like loving my family all over again. every weekends. instead of treating them as mundane.
that's not my bday cake. that's me and mad trying to kope cake w/o paying.
haha! i had a blessed bday :D
it's still the same. just that the previous one is getting too crowded, too loaded.
but a fresh start. a new post. a new 19th year old ((:
and miss 19, you will continue to be kind to me right?
this 19th yr old ain't that different from the past 10 years (i can't rem my bdays for the first few years)
it's the same cos i get older literally but perhaps not emotionally.
haha! I AM STILL YOUNG! :D
but honestly speaking, this 19th yr old has been quite heartwarming.
those friends that i thought would nv bother abt my bday anymore actually care.
(cos we spent too many bdays together! too many till it's mundane. but deep down we know we will always care)
lyd and carrie popped by my house.
eunice and regina popped by my hall.
haha. what wonderful surprise! i think i am taking a lot of my friends for granted.
thanks girls :D
i think my parents miss me. my siblings too.
haha! they seems so much nicer to me though they still nag and be anal abt stuff.
absence does make the heart grows fonder (and worrier).
but i'm liking this new found independence (maybe not so cos the people in hall are who i depend on) and i like the renewal of family ties every weekends.
it's like loving my family all over again. every weekends. instead of treating them as mundane.
anw, some pictures from random rojak outing.
that's not my bday cake. that's me and mad trying to kope cake w/o paying.
haha! i had a blessed bday :D
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