it's like my exams have ended but it's not.

it's like life has a larger calling but maybe it's not.

i kept praying and praying for what i should become.

and sometimes i know but sometimes i don't.

but i am thankful for what i have become.

these 4 years have changed me a lot.

to someone i think my nj school mates (friends???) might find it too hard to recognize

i think it's for the better. so good for me. YAY

i can't really be bothered with my exams.

it's like i can forsee a long road ahead of me and exams seem too trivial now.

argh. and ge>exams. definitely.

politics is dirty. and there's no point trying to prove a point.

and as much as one party is playing dirty. the kettle is as black as the pot.

so be chills pple. don't be too emotionally charged. (note to self.)

5 more days to US! ((: YAY! ((:

and so little time left to catch up.

but those who want to stay will make a point to stay.

i've tried. as hard as you would.

right at the wrong time. it hurts.