hello wake up. sept has ended and oct is here.

like seriously. oct? and i'm gng to turn 23 soon.

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reality really sucks big time.

work has started and i have gotten my first month's pay.

life doesn't feel much different just that i have to get use to the fact that i will never enjoy the freedom i used to have when i was studying.

everything is fine except myself.

i need to change. change my expectations on myself. i have none for others but tones for myself.

it sucks to be very self-awared cos it's taking its toil on me.

yet this is not the end, just the beginning.

anniecheong, ur future is brighter.

at least i know when im 35, there is some glimpse of hope. i hope.

it's gng to be an awesome oct.

i am sure it is.

just keep floating. just keep floating.

and soon jan will come and a new year is here.