i miss ginny and jean )):
it seems that i am living in my own world and they are not in my life.
NI MEN ZAI NA LI?

gin's gone. eunice's gone.
regina and ky are leaving tonight. and i am leaving on sunday
ocip seems to be the hottest thing in town.
youths putting themselves into foreign third world countries to help the people.
isn't it fabulous? isn't it good to see youths being so enthusiastic abt helping the community?

but sometimes i wonder what are my motivations?
what's yours?

i should be and MUST BE slower to anger.
my trip shall be my test for it.
it was just the beginning. more to endure.
go with an open heart

a real busy week ahead.
work, trainings, bazaar items and pre-trip preparations
i need strength. pls give me.

i went back to work. zoo's still so fun.
rah jumping around, keepers consistently mocking me
and my regular bloopers on the walkie.
"roger. ehhhhhh. hello"
if life was just sitting by the enclosures and looking at the chimps
or dancing in the rain with the animals.
despite the many new faces, it still feels good to be back again.
which make it harder and harder to leave.









and stop being so full of yourself. i am trying to be nice.
very nice indeed.
and please don't test my patience.
i just wanna do what i always want to do. it was nice.
please don't make it bad.