i am recovering. i guess the adrenaline from rag day is pushing me forward.
but krishnan says i am highly volatile. my moods are still fluctuating. very much.

i think i scare d u y ao just now.
i started screaming while doing stuff for dating game and she suddenly rushed into my room
haha. don't worry. i am fine (:

i am strong. i know i am. i gonna stand up and be strong.
afterall, i am mightyannie for a reason.

you know, sometimes i really hate being me.
it's freaking tiring and it kinda sucks sometimes.
why do i bloodily poke my nose into everything?

i think i need a long break away from hall.
sometimes i think my smiles are gonna fall apart. do my smiles even look sincere?
i wouldn't know cos i am too tired to even bother. but the truth is, i really am sincere.

"guys relieve stress by going into their 'caves' to figure out problems ALONE.
they do not need girls to go into their 'caves' to help make them feel better."

hais. that's so sad. and i always thought a two-way traffic is the best.
but i am REALLY REALLY thankful tt guys will always be there when girls are in their caves.

actually i am quite upset behind all the smiles.
but i need to be strong when things don't go the way i wanted.
or else life will be back to those in nj. which is something i wished i will nv experience again.

i miss my ginnywife. my nienies
i miss my trio.
i miss my rojak.

i would love to turn back time.